almost 1 month i break up with jy, honestly, i still miss him, although he treat me bad.. really bad.. what can i say now? jz.. heart still will feel pain.. really pain

2day i really feel moody.. thought can go clubbing, but at the last minute, all fren gv me "big aeroplane", all dun wan to go ady.. i jz go back alone by myself, take lrt, take bus and walk.. that time ady 8.30pm, i still need to walk home alone, really feel angry..

after reach home, i rest awhile, on my computer and listening song.. thought i'll feel better soon.. then i followed parents out for dinner, my dad bring us to "113 restaurant", damn.. why? i really feel not wanna to eat here.. coz i always came here with jy last time.. make me think back many thing last time when we were 2gather here..

same place, but ppl ady different.. i order the same food, but ady not as delicious as b4 i ate.. i cry.. cry inside my heart.. jz cnt stand for it.. i really miss him.. why he never know me..

i cried ahter get back inside the car when on the way going home, my parents didnt say anything.. jz act like nth happen, maybe this is the best way for me.. for not asking me anyting..

i still miss u so much