11/5/2011

"i'll never forget this day, i feel grateful to meet up with u, to know u, to hv a chance to be with u.." those are some words which a girl wanna to tell a boy~

a 22 yrs old girl, previously she hv no any chance to be treated serious in a relationship.. before she know this boy, what she can say is she never believe in love, becoz what had her ex did to her, she told herself that she'll never easy fall in love to anyone anymore.. sometime that are many boys chasing her too, but she jz not even look at them for a single moment, bcoz of her confusing, she duno those boys who chase her iznt really like her, or they chase her is jz bcoz of her outlook, or even some of those guys is jz feel lonely..

honestly, this girl also confuse once she realize that this boy had fall into her.. she afraid that this will be another bad guy of chasing her that will hurt her.. she afraid of getting hurt again.. although few yrs time had pass since she broke up with her ex, and she jz hvnt get ready yet..

so this girl started to collect some info bout this boy from her fren, bout what actually this boy is doing, how's his personality, attitude and so on.. and what all her fren told this girl is, this boy is very clever, same course with the girl, consider as her senior, 1st class student, CGPA 3.77 out of total of 4, in his result slip all is jz A, A-, B+ and B grade only (wondering how he able do that), love skating very much, also is the one of greatest skater in skating club, is caring people, that's why he also have alot of fren.. not really a handsome  guy but is a shy and warm person..

so this girl told herself, why not jz give a chance to know more bout this boy.. so she started date with this boy, having meal togather, chatting togather, this boy also bring the girl to meet up with some of his frens.. some funny but nice frens..

this boy really treat the girl nice, when the girl was hungry, he purposely came to the girl and cook for her, ah ha~~ 4got to tell also, this boy like to eat so much and that's why he also like to cook.. sometime when the girl go out dinner with this boy, he willing to share his food and rice to the girl, even sometime the food was not enough for him also.. but he told the girl that it's alright bcoz he like to see her happy after getting full for her dinner.. what a nice person..

this boy used to speak english and mandarin with his fren, so his cantonese is suck sometime, then this naughty girl like to laugh at his poor cantonese.. but although getting laugh by her, he will not angry at all, not even one time.. he will laugh together with the girl and fren for his funny cantonese mistake..

since the girl had be with this boy, the girl had changed.. bcoz the boy had been teached her many things, and also in ideas sharing.. sometmies the girl will help the boy to clean his house, and the boy help her out also, after clean up, he will cook spagetti to her..

the girl really feel she is the most luck girl after meeting this boy, coz this boy is clever, good attitude, will help in doing housework, like to cook also.. where else can the girl find another guy like him..

i wanna say thousand of thank you to you.. thank for your everything~

happy internship i ever had

started my internship for almost 3 months already, i have been chosen as a Project Manager, you may not believe in that but ya, it's true... at first i thought i will only be a team leader but hell know i became the PM at the end.. lol~ I've learned a lot of things.. forcing myself to break my limit, i always know that i'm poor in many things, but i never know how bad it is, until i started my intern in first week.. i cried actually.. please dont laugh, it's just because I've been scared out by my lecturer or so called boss that what i  should do in the following 3 months, telling me things that i never know and learn, and besides that i actually also have to manage other team members' projects, and i'm like OMG, how could i able to do that without having any experience? it's just so so hard for me.. but luckily that i could finally overcame through them, of course with a lot of help from all my team members and also my boss teaching me with patient. i really feel grateful for that.

i had learned and grew in this 3 months time, started to see and compare weaknesses from me and people, 

some people maybe smart in something but always weak in another thing, even for myself also same, as a PM it's actually my job to overcome their problem with giving them advice, always give help and hint for them to solve their problem, and i actually doing it well, but, at the same time, i also always wish there will be always someone like this to help me out, and the only one person that i could ever depend right now, of course is my loved one, really grateful to have him with me in every single hard time for me.