1st day holiday.. actually also not really holiday la, jz i apply 1 week leave for study, coz got exam on coming friday.. 2day i wake up at around 10.30am, finally can wake up base on what time i want.. so nice.. hehe.. my dad thought i terminated by company coz saw i didnt went for work, hehe~ sometime when my dad good in mood, he like to joke also.. lol

after on9 for awhile, i went out to buy my lunch.. after that, then i started to study ady.. long time didnt touch my notes, really miss it.. i non-stop study for almost 4~5 hours, then i only on my computer back.. then i saw isaac msg me in my facebook, told me that i closed 2 sales 2day, wow~ no working also can close sales, hehe~ but i really wan to thx to jess.. coz she helped me to do follow up this early morning, helped me to call my candidates to remind them go for interview.. houto ni arigatto ne~

after bath and dinner, i also got study for 2 hrs.. i really feel happy to get back the feeling in study.. feel so nice.. not like working.. annoying..

then i chatted with aaron jz now after finished my study, i told him i cnt sleep coz my mind full of notes that i study in whole day.. he accompany me to chat for awhile although he going to sleep soon, thx ya aaron, so nice to me, 2ml need to wake up early but still accompany me to chat.. thx for ur advise and concern..

actually i know many ppl also concern bout me, like xonos, eric, jess, charlene, even my supervisor, isaac, they know i facing some problem recently, keep on gv me advise, ask me ganbateh, must study hard.. honestly, my heart really feel touch bcoz of them.. thx q so much guys..

i know i cant bcoz of the problem in love, then make my whole life destroy.. jy can act like nth happened, why i cant? i also can do that, mayb jz take some time.. i know i can do it.. jz will feel suffer now, i need to let go, i muz let go.. we're jz like 2 person from different world.. imposible to be with togather, not anymore.. i need to be strong enough, to make this suffer away from me, out of my mind..

actually i need to thx to jy too, if not bcoz of him, i'll nvr know who's the useless guy in the world, how the useless guy will do when he facing problem, will jz act like turtle, hide himself away, not even brave to face the problem, jz will said duno want to say what, everything jz duno.. what a poor guy he is..

i know i deserve to get a better guy..