2day i went back to TARC college.. saw all my old fren.. hehe.. really long time didnt meet with them.. once they all realize i had came, all called my name.. they still remember my name.. hehe.. some even called my name loud.. thought i cant heard them.. maybe they too happy when saw me.. well, actually i really have many fren.. haha~

i went back there for exam, well, what can i say now is.. damn, really hard~ i hate database.. wuwu~ haiz~

after the exam, i jz went back home.. then online until, listening some soft music now, is a sad piano song.. haiz~ let me think back so unhappy memorise.. honestly, sometime i'll still think bout jy, duno he'll do the same with me or not, maybe not.. maybe now he ady hv new gf.. maybe now he's enjoying chatting with another girl.. maybe.. too many maybe..

eric keep telling dont think bout him anymore.. jz keep myself, my mind busy, but it's hard sometime.. honestly, if he come back to me right now, i know, i wouldnt accept him anymore.. he's not type of guy that i'll like.. not mature at all.. now i should focus on my study and work.. i always know this, jz sometime, hard to control my mind only.. i'll be fine soon.. hopefully..

jz now on facebook, i saw 1 of my fren become a fan of "Twilight", it's the 1st movie i watched with jy, and also then only 1 and last movie we watched 2gather.. he told me that if he got half of the power of the vampire, then that should be great.. i still laughed him that it's imposible.. he said all this to me when he holding my hand tight and out from cinema, but now.. haiz~

really miss that kind of life when 2gather with him..