really been a very long time didnt update my blog ady.. because something happened on me and it had really make me super moody for a very long time.. but now, it's ady all right for me.. just wanna tell u guys dont worry bout me, i'm fine over here..

new life had been started for me since 2 and a half months, just like a blink of eyes.. what's mean new life had been started? which mean that i had end up my study life in Kampar UTAR and changed to Cyberjaya MMU. i'm not going to tell u guys why but please just accept this fact.

a good news wanna share with u guys is i really happy and enjoy to study in MMU now, it's really better than study in kampar.. at least, the weather of cyber here is much more better then kampar, there is just hot like hell and nothing else.. and the main point is, i love the culture here.. all the people here are so friendly and open-minded.. i'm not sure iznt KL people and foreigner are used to act in this way or what, but it's really good for me.. i enjoy in it..

here.. i had make some new friends, which are all friendly, funny and kind person.. fetch me in and out to class, lunch and dinner.. even my broken lamp, just a word, then there will always sure have fren will help me out.. i'm really greatful which i could meet up with this kind of nice people.. especially wanna say thank to Sheryl and Xonos.. they bought me in and out everywhere while i was still new here.. then wana say thank to Jun Wei, for fetching me in and out to campus, lunch and dinner.. thank you very much~

24/3/2010 Japanese Culture Night Show

it's my first show in my life and i was like "OMG~~" so excited.. it's actually a show which intro Japanese culture to our students, and i had involved in one of the session which is a catwalk fashion show.. it's really can be one of the best memory in my life.. although there was few night had to practise till almost midnight, tired but still, i fell happy and excited on that.. it's awesome~

cool post? haha~

my partner and me~

sheryl and me~ (make up start melting after show)

xonos, me and sheryl~

angle~

jz act like samurai~ ^^

10/11/2009, 2.45am

10/11/2009

clock show 2.45am.. i've make myself a cup of hot coffee 2 hrs ago.. and start study FCS, Fundamental of Computer Security, it's a teory subject.. all muz memories if wanna study well in it... coffee get cold in a very soon time.. and i've used up 2 hrs to study it, but what i can say is i understand what i'm reading, unfortunately i cant memories them well.. mayb jz bcoz i'm bad in memories..

actually these few night i've started to burn my mid-night oil to get study.. sometime i did feel tired on it.. of coz not even on study, but in both.. physically and mentally.. i do really jealous on those who hv car in kampar.. at least they wont get wet on rainny day when going to Uni or back from there... i'm not mean i still not used to it on cycled to Uni, i do used to it.. but i really feel tired on it sometime, especially when sometime emergency need to go some place which muz need a car, i need to like a puppy asking or sometime even worse begging ppl to sending me there and back.. i really dun like that.. really.. but i've no choice..

if in physically like our body get tired, of coz we can get some rest or sleep to recover back.. but what else if is heart feel restless?? what can we do to reover it back? i really hv no idea on this..

i try not to exploit my emotion much to other ppl, especially family.. jz dun wan them to worry much on me.. but who's know i'm tired here?? who's know i'm lonely here?? and although they know, what can they do besides jz worry bout me?? i jz dont wanna be like that..

all i wanna is hiding the true.. and the true is i'm scare... i'm scare if i let myself to be unhappy for even one moment in front of them, the world will even crushing down and i dont know i can survive on that.. i dont wan them to have sad and worry face jz bcoz of me.. so i know i must be strong.. strong enough to take good care for myself.. strong enough to face and slove all the problem here by myself.. maybe it's a training for me, to become more mature.. jz act it be..

i'll be fine...

25/10/2009, aunt's marry dinner

25/10/2009

my aunt's get marry 2day, she weared so pretty.. i'm still wondering how come recently so many ppl around me get married.. lolx~

but the most special thing for me in her marry dinner, is her cake.. lolx~ hey guys, i like it not bcoz of i like to eat, is jz.. the cake is so special, it's build by many small little cakes.. i never see this kind of marry cake b4.. really nice and creative~

my grand uncle & me..

my bro & me..

Roger's wedding at Golden Horse Hotel..

11/10/2009

jz back from Roger's wedding.. at Gorden House Hotel.. wow~ wat a magnificent hotel.. so high class.. all ladies gonna wear dinner dress and gentlemen need to wear formal.. at 1st when walking into this hotel.. really abit frightened me.. all girls and ladies there weared so nice and pretty.. but my dress also not bad too.. hehe~ Roger so handsome that day.. and his wife very pretty too.. i like her wedding dress.. hope 1 day i also can hv a chance to wear that pretty and get a handsome husband...

the golden horse at the middle of the hall..

the roof of the hall.. it's awesome..

the 1st dish, salad with a toast bread..

2nd dish, a mushroom

3rd dish, chicken chop... i ate 2 set~ lolx~

finally.. desert, fruit vanila ice-cream.. not bad~

red wine.. i drunk 4 classes, really tasty~

pangkor trip.. ^__^

25/10/2009 ~ 28/10/2009

it's been a long time i din update my blog.. jz kinda a bz life been started since exam month.. but now it's all over and i also webt for a trip right after the exam.. completely a relax holiday trip... i went to pangkor with jess and her fren.. all are kinda funny and nice fren.. pangkor really a nice place, scene is beautiful, food not bad also ^^ (mayb jz bcoz i like to eat.. haha~).. the scene is great.. especially the sea, it's awesome~ stayed there for 3 days 2 nights.. did many foollishly and funny thing.. it's really a meaningful trip..

at Lumut's whark

1st day reach pangkor.. having dinner..
4 pretty flowers~ keke

sea side after dinner

2nd day.. it's awesome~

having lunch at mamak~

b4 dived into the sea~

after dived.. all seem so tired.. waiting boat to come take us back.. all face like waiting for rescue..

resting infront if pangkor whark..

seem like horrible.. but i can feel there's no ghost inside.. lolx~

cycled motor..

PS: jz act act only.. i din smoke ok.. lolx~

acting like cycle motor.. ( jess look funny in tis photo..)

finally day.. we went back at lumut whark..

coz still hv some photo with other fren.. will upload more photo later.. *_~