sick~

now i jz realize, it's a damn worst thing in the world for me when getting sick without family around.. no 1 know bout u, no 1 care bout u, no 1 cook for u, even worse is if dizzy fall in the room, sure no 1 will know bout it.. lolx~ but dun worry, i din feel dizzy but i fall on my bed... hahaha~

catch a cold last few day, at first i thought jz a small case, flu ady quite common on me.. but this time is different, i flu non-stop for 3 days, i ady used up one roll of tissue.. OMG~~ i wondering how come SK is ok and din get any infect at all, coz he was with me that night, then after that the next day i kena ady~ haiz~ look, i'm not that bad-hearted cursing him, jz wondering why ok~

jie called me ytd, i told him i was sick, bcome worse coz flu turned into cough, he said mayb i get H1N1, i jz like OMG when i heard that, hey jie, dun scare me ok~ scare scare alot lo~~ lolx~

but anyway, 2day i feel getting bette ady... jz still got a little bit cough, and my body feel so strenghless and weak~

suddenly realize still got some photos hvnt upload, is took with my 3 cute cousin, hehe~

family gathering

1/8/2009

jz come back kl from kampar for few days holiday.. finally i'm back.. tis early morning i went out with my aunt and cousin to hv breadfast with grand-uncle.. we went to 1U to hv some 'dim sam'.. haha~ those food there really not bad.. we ordered many, grand-uncle ask me why bcome thin ady, i'm wondering why all my family & fren said i thiner then previous, i really ate alot when i'm at kampar.. they thought i'm having staring there.. lolx~

it's jz a display beside the entrance

all ppl so concentrate on reading the menu book.. haha~

xiao long bao~~ nice~~ ^^

enjoying a cup of blackcurrant yogurt ^.^

jz done showering.. weather here is strange.. early in the morning, outside is hot but inside my room is cold.. that's y i really lazy to go for class when it's on afternoon.. and when during night, outside is cool but inside the room is hot.. haiz~ so i hv no choice but jz showering few times a day.. but it's really good that my mom had bought me a cooler.. now i ady fall in love on it ady~~ hehe~~

yd dinner i ate pinang prawn noodles, is spicy~~ >.< but nice~ i like it taste~ i order it in large potion but still not enough for mr to fill my stomach, i really eat alot recently~ haha~

most funny is 2day i took my lunch 2gather with hung and other classmate, hung really surprise when i order a mee goreng double.. he said, Wah~ u so 'big eat' gah? now only i know~ haha~ ah hung, u really 'no heart' lo, we known few yrd ady now only know, "sam tam" ady la~~ haiz~ hahaha~~

jz get the photos from alice, 2day duno y she feel sad, thought i can acc her coz 2ml i dun hv class, but she dun wan, mayb she jz wana be alone.. ok then.. hope she can cheer up asap..

unny~ but please we're not lesbian

another silent night..

clock show 4am now.. it's another silent night here.. actually everyday also is a silent night for me, since i started stay in kampar.. night outside, it's dark, and silent, it's jz too silent.. seem like i can jz only heard the sound from my beating heart.. wind blow breeze, but dunno why my body will feel freezing? tis kind of night, i really dont hv mood to sleep.. stare blankly to the sky from my little windows, wondering iznt the sky from my home is same with here.. my little brain jz non-stop thiking.. or iznt i jz like to daydream when alone.. maybe, haha~ who know? only god will know that..

miss.. very miss.. the feeling of missing something or someone, is really bad, especially now, make my feel become worse.. everyday when i open my eyes, it's jz me in the room, make breadfast myself, cycled to uni alone, but of coz i ady hv a gang of fren now, sure wont be lonely there.. but after class, cycled back home alone.. still rmb last time when staying with my family, sometime when i reached home, i'll shouted "i come back ady", althought my family didnt said welcome to me, but they'll still talked or asked me where i've been, why come back so late.. but now, there's no1 will answer or gv me any respond here.. coz excepted me, there's no1 in my room.. all other housemate always jz "stay cool".. haiz~

jz now took some photo with alice, she like to call me jie jie, but actually she is to 1 who take care bout, my lunch and dinner.. hehe~ will upload the photo once i get it from alice..

Finally can on9 la~~~

my kampar house here FINALLY can on9 la~~ hu rei~~ lolx~ jz bcoz cant on9 previously, make me cant update my blog for a long long time, haiz~

mo, hontou ni gomen nasaii ne~

tis few week ady start bcome bz and bz ady.. assignment, quiz, mid-term test, all squeeze in a week.. haiz~ almost die la~ 2day more worse, i over-slept tis morning, good that Hung sms me and woke me up, if not i sure will miss my presentation.. thx very much Hung.. coz ytd night i din my presentation assignment until 2~3am.. haiz~ hope this wont happen on me again anymore.. scare scare~~

now ady more and more familiar staying here ady, can take care myself ady.. wont cry so often ady.. heHe~ coz now aslo dun hv time to think other thing else, jz concentrate on my study.. that'z~ other then that, jz let it be natural..

kampar here every wednesday will hv pasar malam, i'll go with fren when free, over there got many delicious food, really different compare with pasar malam in KL.. if u guys feel free can come over here too~ hehe~

fried 萝卜糕~ not bad geh..

japan fried sotong (i think, if not mistaken...)

little cute man tou (laugh~)

my class sometime will end at around 6pm, so normally after class i wont so rush to cycle back home, will cycle slowly and enjoying the beautiful scence around.. if u pay ur attention around, u'll realize that actually kampar here really nice sometime, especially in evening and night.. wind blow on ur face.. will feel relax and comfortable.. so sometime when free, i'll follow my fren cycled around.. not bad also.. hehe~

not bad rite~

6.45am in the early morning..

will keep updating my blog once i'm free by now.. c ya~

kampar so called "jail" life~~

haha~ ady few weeks here at kampar ady... cycled to uni myself, cooked by myself.. all the thing also need to do by myself.. start be ok for all these thing ady.. it's time to be grow up ya~ hehe~

mom called me ytd.. said rmb to take ur lunch ah.. dinner ah.. rmb to drink more water ah.. dun always jz play ah.. muz study also ah.. hahaha~ i know i'm always like a kid in her eyes~

westlake...

my lunch~~ mee hun soup.. cook by myself nia~ not bad leh~~ haha~~

will try my best to update my blog when i'm free and can online,, now my house still cant online coz i dun hv the network wireless... so so sorry...

2day really so happening.. got sad.. got happy.. got tears.. got laugh...

go my fren's house.. cooked mee hun soup here.. actually i jz helped only, most of it was steven cooked.. i duno mah~ haha~~ not bad lo, very nice to eat.. k la, after that steven u responsible to cook la ha~ hahahaha...

after took my dinner.. steven, alice, wai seng and me.. we all took a rest.. sat there and chatted.. after that, wai seng wana went out to find his fren.. steven pula kept on chatting with his new gf.. jz alice and me, we stayed at steven's room.. i online while alice acc me and listening song.. then suddenly SK came in.. feeling bad.. coz got some prob between him and his house owner.. after listening what he told us.. then i jz said the owner wont properly solve his prob so easy.. coz quite hard also.. then he like very angry, and said

"aiya, u're not the person who included, u duno so much, so dun simply gv any comment.."

i REALLY feel sad for this.. how can u said me like this.. SK, what're we now? fren?? brother?? brople?? what're we???? confusing.. manything are changing.. the feeling, between us.. ady gone.. gone worse and worse.. please, dun make me hate u.. u know i dun like tis..

i cried.. fell sad.. then wai seng came back.. saw me why so sad... alice also kept on ask me not to think bout him anymore.. i jz.. cant.. need to take some time...

after that, alice suggested we cycled go westlake to relax our mind.. ya... we then went there.. took some photoes.. will upload other days.. when we chatting at there.. got 2 indian guys stand not far beside us.. speaking cantonese with us suddenly.. walao.. frighten all of us... steven said feel paiseh coz their cantonese are better than him... haha~

after that we then went back and played basketball... jz started played awhile, then got a guard came and scolded us.. he said after 12am cant play at here ady.. "i ady not 1st time telling tis to u all..." but we're 1st time playing basketball here only lo, 1st time ady kena scold.. damn 'sui' lo.. haiz~

after that then wei seng fetched me come back home by his bicycle.. actually i really happy to know all of them... really thank you for them.. although cried today, but i still very happy at the end... arigato ne..