another silent night..

clock show 4am now.. it's another silent night here.. actually everyday also is a silent night for me, since i started stay in kampar.. night outside, it's dark, and silent, it's jz too silent.. seem like i can jz only heard the sound from my beating heart.. wind blow breeze, but dunno why my body will feel freezing? tis kind of night, i really dont hv mood to sleep.. stare blankly to the sky from my little windows, wondering iznt the sky from my home is same with here.. my little brain jz non-stop thiking.. or iznt i jz like to daydream when alone.. maybe, haha~ who know? only god will know that..

miss.. very miss.. the feeling of missing something or someone, is really bad, especially now, make my feel become worse.. everyday when i open my eyes, it's jz me in the room, make breadfast myself, cycled to uni alone, but of coz i ady hv a gang of fren now, sure wont be lonely there.. but after class, cycled back home alone.. still rmb last time when staying with my family, sometime when i reached home, i'll shouted "i come back ady", althought my family didnt said welcome to me, but they'll still talked or asked me where i've been, why come back so late.. but now, there's no1 will answer or gv me any respond here.. coz excepted me, there's no1 in my room.. all other housemate always jz "stay cool".. haiz~

jz now took some photo with alice, she like to call me jie jie, but actually she is to 1 who take care bout, my lunch and dinner.. hehe~ will upload the photo once i get it from alice..