2day really so happening.. got sad.. got happy.. got tears.. got laugh...

go my fren's house.. cooked mee hun soup here.. actually i jz helped only, most of it was steven cooked.. i duno mah~ haha~~ not bad lo, very nice to eat.. k la, after that steven u responsible to cook la ha~ hahahaha...

after took my dinner.. steven, alice, wai seng and me.. we all took a rest.. sat there and chatted.. after that, wai seng wana went out to find his fren.. steven pula kept on chatting with his new gf.. jz alice and me, we stayed at steven's room.. i online while alice acc me and listening song.. then suddenly SK came in.. feeling bad.. coz got some prob between him and his house owner.. after listening what he told us.. then i jz said the owner wont properly solve his prob so easy.. coz quite hard also.. then he like very angry, and said

"aiya, u're not the person who included, u duno so much, so dun simply gv any comment.."

i REALLY feel sad for this.. how can u said me like this.. SK, what're we now? fren?? brother?? brople?? what're we???? confusing.. manything are changing.. the feeling, between us.. ady gone.. gone worse and worse.. please, dun make me hate u.. u know i dun like tis..

i cried.. fell sad.. then wai seng came back.. saw me why so sad... alice also kept on ask me not to think bout him anymore.. i jz.. cant.. need to take some time...

after that, alice suggested we cycled go westlake to relax our mind.. ya... we then went there.. took some photoes.. will upload other days.. when we chatting at there.. got 2 indian guys stand not far beside us.. speaking cantonese with us suddenly.. walao.. frighten all of us... steven said feel paiseh coz their cantonese are better than him... haha~

after that we then went back and played basketball... jz started played awhile, then got a guard came and scolded us.. he said after 12am cant play at here ady.. "i ady not 1st time telling tis to u all..." but we're 1st time playing basketball here only lo, 1st time ady kena scold.. damn 'sui' lo.. haiz~

after that then wei seng fetched me come back home by his bicycle.. actually i really happy to know all of them... really thank you for them.. although cried today, but i still very happy at the end... arigato ne..

2nd week in kampar ady.. i always told my fren, kampar here, got mountain, got lake, got garden, got cows, got "land mine"(cow's shit) tim~ and that'z~~ hahaha.. it's jz a very kampung life here.. the 1st week, 1st day go to uni, is fabian fetch me there.. used some time to find my class, coz the uni is big and i'm still new.. sure be late when i get into the class.. the feeling of getting back to sch to study is freaking good.. really happy can get back to sch..

still rmb taht i called my bro and cried last week.. i jz.. fell helpless when living alone.. without family.. mayb i jz never be stay outside before.. thing really went suck without family.. of coz i hv fren here.. but i dun like doing all the thing also need to depend on fren.. and lonely too..

but now all the thing start getting smooth ady.. start cycle to sch by myself.. still rmb the 1st time when i cycled to sch, was steven acc me.. he cycled in front of me.. and i jz followed.. he kept on saying that my speed was too slow.. but once i getting fast, i started be unbalance and got hit the guardhouse beside the road.. my hand got pain~~ steven still laughed me like stupid... T_T~~~~

ytd mom and bro come "visited" me.. said i like live in a jail.. lolx~ bought me a cooler~ i damn love it~ now my room wont be so hot ady... thx mom.. and bro bought me his bicycle too, now i finally hv my own transport, althought is bicycle, i ady feel pretty enough ady.. my bicycle is more nice and cool compare with steven's that lend for me b4, sry for saying this ler.. haha~

freaking suck in kampar now.. damn miss all of ur guys...

stay in kampar not enough for 1 week, really feel suck.. mayb jz bcoz i hvnt hv many fren here.. no transport also.. go to sch or go other places to do something or dinner, all need depend on fren.. i really dun like tat.. but what to do.. no choice..

in my room jz my computer and psp can acc me, other else, is jz 4 of the walls.. when alone in room, will cry always.. duno why.. mayb jz lonely..

ytd i call my bro.. tell him that i'm jz fine at here.. but duno why the more i chatted with him, the more i feel sad.. i cried.. jz.. i miss my home.. life here go suck without family.. now only realize..

after that my mom called me.. god.. i cry like hell.. jz like a small little kid.. she asked me what i cried for? mayb.. i jz.. miss her.. lolx~ OMG~~~ then my aunt calle me too.. but on that time my emotion get much more better ady.. now only realize how much my family concern bout me..

hope all the things gonna be fine here soon.. i'll start learn to be grow up.. dun worry.. i gonna be fine soon...

ytd night started packing my clothes and things to go kampar.. then i only realize, how come i got so many clothes and things? all seem like needed, even a big luggage also not enough to squeeze in all the things.. i almost used up 3 hrs to pack them..

the time showed 2am.. outside was having drizzle.. could heard the sound from outside, fell abit sadness.. duno why.. maybe that was jz the feeling in my heart.. is i'm the one who feel sad.. the more i packed my thing into the luggage, the more i feel sad.. since i started hv my own memories whrn i was a kid, i'm jz staying here in kl, in ampang.. so many many yrs staying here.. got alot of family, fren and memories here.. no matter is happy or sad.. it's gonna be good to keep in mind..

everytime, i was happy telling ppl that i gonna start my new life there, gonna be free and enjoy.. at least wont be control too much by my parents.. although sometime i know they were jz bcoz concern bout me..

but now, i gonna leave them.. no1 will helping them to do the housework any more.. no1 will help them to sweep and mop the floor, no1 will help them to hang the clothes, no1 will help them to cook dinner, no1 will helping them to take the thing when shopping..

jz now daddy gv me some money, asking me that if i need anything jz go buy by myself.. i not even dare to look at him and say 'thx, daddy' to him.. coz i started crying ady.. OMG.. i know i'm always jz like a kid in their eye.. i'm..

later will take bus alone to go ipoh 1st.. meet my aunt there, then only go meet with fabian.. need he take me to the house.. will not able to on9 in tis 2 days, coz i din bring my computer there yet, mayb will come back on fri then only take my stupid big computer there on sunday.. haiz~

result release!!!!

result jz out this early morning.. finally.. finally... i can go kampar 2 continue my study la... yuhu~~~

honestly almost 1 mth i cant sleep well, after the exam... jz keep on worrying for my result... now result finally out, pass ady... but i still worry.. haha~ coz now still got few days only kampar there will open class.. i scare i dun hv enough of time to prepare and arrange my thing.. many thing need to do.. need to pack up, the most troblesome is my stupid computer, damn big.. hard to move to kampar also.. haiz~~

then need to arrange my tuition class with my student... mayb need to come back every week.. haiz~ so ma fan~~somemore need to buy many thing needed in daylife also... haiz~

but anyway, it still a good news for me that can go kampar study...hopefully all the thing can go smooth and settle all the problem... start my happt school life at kampar very soon...

ytd jess and jac 'invite' me go quattro... actually dun feel wana go at 1st, but coz of they keep on 'inviting' me... so i hv no choice, jz can out with them.. play until 3am.. that's y now i damn tired coz din sleep much also... will upload other photo 2ml...

this pic took at the toilet in quattro.. not bad rite~ hehe~

21/5/2009 ZOUK

21/5/2009 ZOUK

1st time went Zouk.. there is above 21 yrs old only can in.. at 1st i still scare cant go in.. coz i still hv 3 mths to go only fulfill 21.. but they still let me in after check my ic.. hu~~

when jess & me went into there.. coz our sit is jz under air-cond.. the wind so strong and cool.. walao~ all my hair bcome missy.. like crazy girl.. really crazy.. haha~ music there no bad.. aspecially when they played Poker Face by Lady Gaga~~ woo~~ is our favour hit song..

Cant read my, Cant read my
No he Cant read my poker face~~(she got me like nobody)
P- P- P- Poker face, P- P- Poker Face~~(mum mum mum mah~)

Me (pretty rite~ keke~)

jacqueline & me

jess, jacqueline & catherine (we are JCJ) keke~

jac & me

jess & me

jay & ah yen (my boy ah yen handsome rite~)

air-cond too strong~ lool like crazy ><

we played until fell tired. jac got abit drunk ady, drink too much ler~~ and i aslo got abit 'wing wing' ady, then we decided going back, ah yen took me to his car and sent me home..

14/5/2009 MOS night

1st time go MOS.. erm.. not bad geh.. dance floor very big.. but hot.. duno dun hv air-cond or not.. music, abit suck.. duno how to dance there, 1 thing good is jz there cant smoke.. that'z.. i thought go barce at 1st, that's why i simply wear.. wear jz like kid.. haiz~ the girl there all wear very pretty lo.. abit sad.. haiz~