ytd night started packing my clothes and things to go kampar.. then i only realize, how come i got so many clothes and things? all seem like needed, even a big luggage also not enough to squeeze in all the things.. i almost used up 3 hrs to pack them..

the time showed 2am.. outside was having drizzle.. could heard the sound from outside, fell abit sadness.. duno why.. maybe that was jz the feeling in my heart.. is i'm the one who feel sad.. the more i packed my thing into the luggage, the more i feel sad.. since i started hv my own memories whrn i was a kid, i'm jz staying here in kl, in ampang.. so many many yrs staying here.. got alot of family, fren and memories here.. no matter is happy or sad.. it's gonna be good to keep in mind..

everytime, i was happy telling ppl that i gonna start my new life there, gonna be free and enjoy.. at least wont be control too much by my parents.. although sometime i know they were jz bcoz concern bout me..

but now, i gonna leave them.. no1 will helping them to do the housework any more.. no1 will help them to sweep and mop the floor, no1 will help them to hang the clothes, no1 will help them to cook dinner, no1 will helping them to take the thing when shopping..

jz now daddy gv me some money, asking me that if i need anything jz go buy by myself.. i not even dare to look at him and say 'thx, daddy' to him.. coz i started crying ady.. OMG.. i know i'm always jz like a kid in their eye.. i'm..

later will take bus alone to go ipoh 1st.. meet my aunt there, then only go meet with fabian.. need he take me to the house.. will not able to on9 in tis 2 days, coz i din bring my computer there yet, mayb will come back on fri then only take my stupid big computer there on sunday.. haiz~