2nd week in kampar ady.. i always told my fren, kampar here, got mountain, got lake, got garden, got cows, got "land mine"(cow's shit) tim~ and that'z~~ hahaha.. it's jz a very kampung life here.. the 1st week, 1st day go to uni, is fabian fetch me there.. used some time to find my class, coz the uni is big and i'm still new.. sure be late when i get into the class.. the feeling of getting back to sch to study is freaking good.. really happy can get back to sch..

still rmb taht i called my bro and cried last week.. i jz.. fell helpless when living alone.. without family.. mayb i jz never be stay outside before.. thing really went suck without family.. of coz i hv fren here.. but i dun like doing all the thing also need to depend on fren.. and lonely too..

but now all the thing start getting smooth ady.. start cycle to sch by myself.. still rmb the 1st time when i cycled to sch, was steven acc me.. he cycled in front of me.. and i jz followed.. he kept on saying that my speed was too slow.. but once i getting fast, i started be unbalance and got hit the guardhouse beside the road.. my hand got pain~~ steven still laughed me like stupid... T_T~~~~

ytd mom and bro come "visited" me.. said i like live in a jail.. lolx~ bought me a cooler~ i damn love it~ now my room wont be so hot ady... thx mom.. and bro bought me his bicycle too, now i finally hv my own transport, althought is bicycle, i ady feel pretty enough ady.. my bicycle is more nice and cool compare with steven's that lend for me b4, sry for saying this ler.. haha~

freaking suck in kampar now.. damn miss all of ur guys...

stay in kampar not enough for 1 week, really feel suck.. mayb jz bcoz i hvnt hv many fren here.. no transport also.. go to sch or go other places to do something or dinner, all need depend on fren.. i really dun like tat.. but what to do.. no choice..

in my room jz my computer and psp can acc me, other else, is jz 4 of the walls.. when alone in room, will cry always.. duno why.. mayb jz lonely..

ytd i call my bro.. tell him that i'm jz fine at here.. but duno why the more i chatted with him, the more i feel sad.. i cried.. jz.. i miss my home.. life here go suck without family.. now only realize..

after that my mom called me.. god.. i cry like hell.. jz like a small little kid.. she asked me what i cried for? mayb.. i jz.. miss her.. lolx~ OMG~~~ then my aunt calle me too.. but on that time my emotion get much more better ady.. now only realize how much my family concern bout me..

hope all the things gonna be fine here soon.. i'll start learn to be grow up.. dun worry.. i gonna be fine soon...

ytd night started packing my clothes and things to go kampar.. then i only realize, how come i got so many clothes and things? all seem like needed, even a big luggage also not enough to squeeze in all the things.. i almost used up 3 hrs to pack them..

the time showed 2am.. outside was having drizzle.. could heard the sound from outside, fell abit sadness.. duno why.. maybe that was jz the feeling in my heart.. is i'm the one who feel sad.. the more i packed my thing into the luggage, the more i feel sad.. since i started hv my own memories whrn i was a kid, i'm jz staying here in kl, in ampang.. so many many yrs staying here.. got alot of family, fren and memories here.. no matter is happy or sad.. it's gonna be good to keep in mind..

everytime, i was happy telling ppl that i gonna start my new life there, gonna be free and enjoy.. at least wont be control too much by my parents.. although sometime i know they were jz bcoz concern bout me..

but now, i gonna leave them.. no1 will helping them to do the housework any more.. no1 will help them to sweep and mop the floor, no1 will help them to hang the clothes, no1 will help them to cook dinner, no1 will helping them to take the thing when shopping..

jz now daddy gv me some money, asking me that if i need anything jz go buy by myself.. i not even dare to look at him and say 'thx, daddy' to him.. coz i started crying ady.. OMG.. i know i'm always jz like a kid in their eye.. i'm..

later will take bus alone to go ipoh 1st.. meet my aunt there, then only go meet with fabian.. need he take me to the house.. will not able to on9 in tis 2 days, coz i din bring my computer there yet, mayb will come back on fri then only take my stupid big computer there on sunday.. haiz~

result release!!!!

result jz out this early morning.. finally.. finally... i can go kampar 2 continue my study la... yuhu~~~

honestly almost 1 mth i cant sleep well, after the exam... jz keep on worrying for my result... now result finally out, pass ady... but i still worry.. haha~ coz now still got few days only kampar there will open class.. i scare i dun hv enough of time to prepare and arrange my thing.. many thing need to do.. need to pack up, the most troblesome is my stupid computer, damn big.. hard to move to kampar also.. haiz~~

then need to arrange my tuition class with my student... mayb need to come back every week.. haiz~ so ma fan~~somemore need to buy many thing needed in daylife also... haiz~

but anyway, it still a good news for me that can go kampar study...hopefully all the thing can go smooth and settle all the problem... start my happt school life at kampar very soon...

ytd jess and jac 'invite' me go quattro... actually dun feel wana go at 1st, but coz of they keep on 'inviting' me... so i hv no choice, jz can out with them.. play until 3am.. that's y now i damn tired coz din sleep much also... will upload other photo 2ml...

this pic took at the toilet in quattro.. not bad rite~ hehe~

21/5/2009 ZOUK

21/5/2009 ZOUK

1st time went Zouk.. there is above 21 yrs old only can in.. at 1st i still scare cant go in.. coz i still hv 3 mths to go only fulfill 21.. but they still let me in after check my ic.. hu~~

when jess & me went into there.. coz our sit is jz under air-cond.. the wind so strong and cool.. walao~ all my hair bcome missy.. like crazy girl.. really crazy.. haha~ music there no bad.. aspecially when they played Poker Face by Lady Gaga~~ woo~~ is our favour hit song..

Cant read my, Cant read my
No he Cant read my poker face~~(she got me like nobody)
P- P- P- Poker face, P- P- Poker Face~~(mum mum mum mah~)

Me (pretty rite~ keke~)

jacqueline & me

jess, jacqueline & catherine (we are JCJ) keke~

jac & me

jess & me

jay & ah yen (my boy ah yen handsome rite~)

air-cond too strong~ lool like crazy ><

we played until fell tired. jac got abit drunk ady, drink too much ler~~ and i aslo got abit 'wing wing' ady, then we decided going back, ah yen took me to his car and sent me home..

14/5/2009 MOS night

1st time go MOS.. erm.. not bad geh.. dance floor very big.. but hot.. duno dun hv air-cond or not.. music, abit suck.. duno how to dance there, 1 thing good is jz there cant smoke.. that'z.. i thought go barce at 1st, that's why i simply wear.. wear jz like kid.. haiz~ the girl there all wear very pretty lo.. abit sad.. haiz~

genting trip with family, 12/5/2009

ytd night follow my family went to genting, after prepare all the thing we needed, we then start our journey at around 9pm.. no the way, i wont feel boring coz i bring along my psp.. on our way, we all were excited.. coz really long time for us to go for a trip.. how many yrs?? dun remember ady.. keke~

while almost reach our destination, i looked out from the windows, still remember last time when i came with jy.. is almost half yrs past ady.. now all the scene still the same, didnt change much.. but jz he's ady not with me anymore..

we reached there around 10pm.. then we went check in out hotel.. this hotel is really nice and high class.. all the design and display is in Roman's style..










my look in this photo not bad rite? kekeke~~

our transaction to check in the room jz took around 5 min.. then we walked to take lift until 9th floor.. along the corridor got alot of nice pictures.. jz take a photo on 1 of them, coz too many ady.. >.<~~



when we enter our room, were jz like 'wow~' inside really damn high class.. maybe i seldom stay in hotel.. hehe~









all took in front of the mirror~~ keke~

after settle all our luggage.. we then walked to casino.. at 1st i really scare that i cant in there, coz actually i hvnt 21 yrs old, still need 3 mths more.. that's y i properly wear mature.. so that they wont check my ic..



my plan is successful.. they really didnt check my ic and jz let me in.. hahaha~~ but bcoz my bro said is better not take photo in here, so i cant take.. but inside here really not bad geh.. most of the game is using monitor and computerizetion.. but of coz still hv some is under control by their stuff there.. daddy jz brought us in to hv a look only, we then went out from casino and looking sometime to eat..

we went to a restaurant and order a bak gu teh.. bcoz the stuff there told me actually they almost hv 2 close they shop ady.. coz it's late.. that's y he specially add many rice for me.. he really nice guy ya.. 2 big big bow of rice.. walao~~ luckily i can eat much.. hahaha~~



after done our dinner, daddy went back to casino 'pok sak'.. mom, bro and me jz simply walked around and see.. bcoz mom said her shoes not suitable to walk so long, so after that we jz went back our room..

outside is cold.. full of fog mist too.. took some photo too from the windows of our room while boring..





took some photo in toilet too~ boring ah mah~~ hahaha~ lolx~





the next day, we all wake up at around 10am, after done all cleaning ourself and changing clothes.. we then check out our room and go went took our breakfast.. we go eat dim sam.. not bad~~ the view look down from this dim sam restaurant very nice.. saw some cable cars too..





after we done our breakfast, we then jz start our journey to go back home.. it's raining.. jz like last time, i thought will hv rainbow, coz last time i did saw a rainbow when on the way back with jy.. but no tis time.. miracle wont always appear..