14/5/2009 MOS night

1st time go MOS.. erm.. not bad geh.. dance floor very big.. but hot.. duno dun hv air-cond or not.. music, abit suck.. duno how to dance there, 1 thing good is jz there cant smoke.. that'z.. i thought go barce at 1st, that's why i simply wear.. wear jz like kid.. haiz~ the girl there all wear very pretty lo.. abit sad.. haiz~

genting trip with family, 12/5/2009

ytd night follow my family went to genting, after prepare all the thing we needed, we then start our journey at around 9pm.. no the way, i wont feel boring coz i bring along my psp.. on our way, we all were excited.. coz really long time for us to go for a trip.. how many yrs?? dun remember ady.. keke~

while almost reach our destination, i looked out from the windows, still remember last time when i came with jy.. is almost half yrs past ady.. now all the scene still the same, didnt change much.. but jz he's ady not with me anymore..

we reached there around 10pm.. then we went check in out hotel.. this hotel is really nice and high class.. all the design and display is in Roman's style..










my look in this photo not bad rite? kekeke~~

our transaction to check in the room jz took around 5 min.. then we walked to take lift until 9th floor.. along the corridor got alot of nice pictures.. jz take a photo on 1 of them, coz too many ady.. >.<~~



when we enter our room, were jz like 'wow~' inside really damn high class.. maybe i seldom stay in hotel.. hehe~









all took in front of the mirror~~ keke~

after settle all our luggage.. we then walked to casino.. at 1st i really scare that i cant in there, coz actually i hvnt 21 yrs old, still need 3 mths more.. that's y i properly wear mature.. so that they wont check my ic..



my plan is successful.. they really didnt check my ic and jz let me in.. hahaha~~ but bcoz my bro said is better not take photo in here, so i cant take.. but inside here really not bad geh.. most of the game is using monitor and computerizetion.. but of coz still hv some is under control by their stuff there.. daddy jz brought us in to hv a look only, we then went out from casino and looking sometime to eat..

we went to a restaurant and order a bak gu teh.. bcoz the stuff there told me actually they almost hv 2 close they shop ady.. coz it's late.. that's y he specially add many rice for me.. he really nice guy ya.. 2 big big bow of rice.. walao~~ luckily i can eat much.. hahaha~~



after done our dinner, daddy went back to casino 'pok sak'.. mom, bro and me jz simply walked around and see.. bcoz mom said her shoes not suitable to walk so long, so after that we jz went back our room..

outside is cold.. full of fog mist too.. took some photo too from the windows of our room while boring..





took some photo in toilet too~ boring ah mah~~ hahaha~ lolx~





the next day, we all wake up at around 10am, after done all cleaning ourself and changing clothes.. we then check out our room and go went took our breakfast.. we go eat dim sam.. not bad~~ the view look down from this dim sam restaurant very nice.. saw some cable cars too..





after we done our breakfast, we then jz start our journey to go back home.. it's raining.. jz like last time, i thought will hv rainbow, coz last time i did saw a rainbow when on the way back with jy.. but no tis time.. miracle wont always appear..

9/5/2009

today jess suddenly called me out, said what she fell bored la and blak blak blak.. then ok i told her that jacqueline had moved and stay at MU ady, so can ask her out also.. then jess ask her fren from cameron drive to kl fetched her, then went MU fetch jac, then came ampang fetched me.. ask me bring along some dress.. walao, go out drink drink must wear dress geh meh.. lolx~

after when they arrived only i know.. they wan go quattro.. i was like "WHAT THE *&#$@" kena tipu ady.. coz they properly came and fetch me from so far.. so i cant say no also.. haiz~ oklo, quattro then jz go lo.. no need i pay also.. keke~~

when we reached there, drink some lo, no bad also.. then jess had took some photo with us too.. at 1st i scare i'll look ugly bcoz i didnt make up that day, but after i get the photo and see, no bad also~~ that's mean i didnt make up also pretty geh.. hahaha~~ lolx~~

recently really too free ady, but lazy to go out, since the weather outside so HOT~~~ hu~~ honestly to say, really like melting... lolx~

so wat can i do is jz stay at home and on9.. play psp.. eat and sleep..Zzz~ lolx~ jz like pig.. haha~ aiyo, holiday mah, saure like tis lo.. dun jealous ya~ ^.^

found some nice make up photo.. teaching girl how to draw eye shadow.. it's time lo, really need to start learning make up ady.. but which one more suite to me leh??

jz get a nice pretty chain... not bad too.. is in a flower shape... with blinking blinking crystal...

ytd night jz chatte with rannie.. fabian's gf.... she suddenly find me using fabian's msn acc... abit frighten me.. hehe~ but actually she is jz a funny and lovely girl... kind of frenly person... we chatted so much last night... told me many thing too~~

she showed me her room... quite small but got every needed thing inside... show me fabian's boss car.. fabian's car stereo... said if i go kampar later, i can acc her to go out 2gather with fabian and his car team members... what a lovely girl...

she used to call me 'cathy' also... haiz~~ duno when my name bcome so cute ady ya~

it's nice also to have a such lovely fren... jz now chatted with phillbert too, he said mayb he'll study at kampar too... gonna have many fren there and wont be lonely, i think... now jz waiting for the result.. really scare... duno can pass or not... still need to wait 1 more mth.. haiz~~

jz add up a nice romance japanese song, is from 福井舞 - アイのうた hope ur guys enjoy the song ya~ ^^

in the dead of night... it's dark and silent, if listen carefully, sure can heard some song sing by many different little insert...

look up into the sky, there is no cloud but stars... it's far but feel near... sparkling... it's really beautiful...

wind blow on my face... it's cold... and callous... my heart gone freezing... what make it so? i dun know...

i went back into my room...

clock... hang on the wall.... it's sound ticktack... ticktack... and ticktack...
heart.. inside my body... it's beating...

but why i dont feel it's like beating... or iznt my feeling not functioning well... or there is no soul inside... probably, i think...

usually human sure like tis, when alone... sure will think much... and from most of the thing which they think, 80% out of 100% sure will be the negative thing....

i saw u that day... at that place... u didnt come 2 me, not even dare to say hi to me?? or not even dare to face me??... but i'm not surprise... u're always like tis... is ur style, dun u??

mayb u'll surprise, saw me there... at that place... that kind of dressing... that kind of acting... that kind of face... ya, it is all bcoz of time... time, will change everything.. include ppl mindset... i know, i've been change so much... from a stupid childish girl... become now....

but 1 thing i'm very sure... my heart... din change... still the same way... sometime i really hope that it can be change too, at least now wont be so freezing... freeze myself up.... so that wont get hurt anymore... i'm scare... but u always dont know that...

i probably ady forget bout u... oh, no.. not forget, is keep... keep u inside my heart... deep inside... be one part of my memories in my life... what can i say is,

Maybe my heart will stop beating, but u will always in my mind....

hopefully can start my new life soon... very soon....