in the dead of night... it's dark and silent, if listen carefully, sure can heard some song sing by many different little insert...

look up into the sky, there is no cloud but stars... it's far but feel near... sparkling... it's really beautiful...

wind blow on my face... it's cold... and callous... my heart gone freezing... what make it so? i dun know...

i went back into my room...

clock... hang on the wall.... it's sound ticktack... ticktack... and ticktack...
heart.. inside my body... it's beating...

but why i dont feel it's like beating... or iznt my feeling not functioning well... or there is no soul inside... probably, i think...

usually human sure like tis, when alone... sure will think much... and from most of the thing which they think, 80% out of 100% sure will be the negative thing....

i saw u that day... at that place... u didnt come 2 me, not even dare to say hi to me?? or not even dare to face me??... but i'm not surprise... u're always like tis... is ur style, dun u??

mayb u'll surprise, saw me there... at that place... that kind of dressing... that kind of acting... that kind of face... ya, it is all bcoz of time... time, will change everything.. include ppl mindset... i know, i've been change so much... from a stupid childish girl... become now....

but 1 thing i'm very sure... my heart... din change... still the same way... sometime i really hope that it can be change too, at least now wont be so freezing... freeze myself up.... so that wont get hurt anymore... i'm scare... but u always dont know that...

i probably ady forget bout u... oh, no.. not forget, is keep... keep u inside my heart... deep inside... be one part of my memories in my life... what can i say is,

Maybe my heart will stop beating, but u will always in my mind....

hopefully can start my new life soon... very soon....