heart in pieces..

something had happened last night, no.. should be say, many things had happened last night... these all things, make my heart into pieces... my soul like going to leave from my body... i stared blankly to my ceiling for almost whole night.. ya, i didnt slept well last night, sure look like a panda now...

panda look.. i still remember there was someone told me that, he like my panda look..sound funny iznt? hehe.. ya.. but it's sweet and worm when i heard this.. but, now, will he tell me this one more time? i think no.. he wouldnt tell me this anymore

this, really make me sad... i hate people dont trust me, so, i trust my fren well.. but, please dont misuse my trust for u.. i hate people lying too.. so as usually, i wouldnt lie to my fren, if any private question, i'll jz tell u that i cant answer u

but now i finally come to understand that i was too childish.. how can i want people tell me all his things truely, from internet.. it's jz impossible..

but, why? why my heart feel pain? haiz~~

well.. i'll recover soon.. i think.. hope so.. i need time to get my soul back into my body, and need time to stick my heart back.. so guys, i'll appear offline this few days, if u read my blog here.. u'll know how to find me.. of coz, u still can find me if u know me well...