Add a nice song here

i jz add a nice song here, it's Running Away from Midnight Hour... the words of this song is very fulfill my feeling now... just like living in a jail now, all the things also control by my mom, really wanna break out the cage and keep running away...

i still remember when i study in college, the course i take really hard, computer programming, all the programming code hv 2 memories, i really make great effort on it, study until midnight for almost everyday... but why i work hard so much? not jz becoz for myself, i jz wanna prove to my parents that what my bro can do, i also can do it... i'm not a stupid child for them...

finally the final exam had passed, i came back very happy and told my mom that i score a very good result on it, but guess what she answered me, she jz gv me a cool reply "SO WHAT".... wow, what a cool reply is this, make me shocked... and sad too...

after her cool reply "SO WHAT", she kept on her sentences, told me that what ever i had done, all this things, actually is jz for my own good, it's my responsibility to do it well... somemore, good or worse, none of her business at all, her responsibility is jz grow me up until i get married only... really dunno what she's thinking about...

althought this incident ady passed quite a long time, but it's hard to forget bout it... maybe i jz so care for my mom... listening the song now again and again.....