this whole day i really feel free.. i mean the free of freedom.. wah, really nice this feeling.. no one controling me, jz do what ever i want, of coz, not the bad thing ok? hehe~ i slept almost 7am last night, my daddy didnt 'force' me to sleep early, besides that, still told me that if i felt hungry later, at kitchen got something can eat.. Wah, i really feel love my daddy on that time.. haha~ no need slept early somemore got supper prepared for me.. I LOVE U, DADDY~~ ^0^

now is 6.20am, i also cant sleep.. heart and body ady feel tired, but mind dunno why hvnt tired, keep thinking many things.. haiz~ bet ur guy will ask now, 'thinking bout what o?' still what, of coz thinking of ah long la~ aiyer~ shy shy la~ hahaha~

i really dunno much bout him, but dunno why will like him and keep think bout him, haiz~ later morning maybe he and kelvin will come and find my bro to out.. but now i still cant sleep, dunno later will i look like panda or not.. aiya, cannot la, cannot let him see my panda look.. have to go to sleep now.. hehe~

ja, minna oyasumi nasai.. chuui suru.. (^_^)v

mom z went back to ipoh this afternoon, she drove car went back by herself, now jz my bro and i stay at home.. hurei~ finally free lu, no 1 control me anymore.. welcome back, my freedom.. be queen at home.. hahaha~~ but, we jz only can stay at home, coz my mom drove off the car.. haiz~

miss ah long so much lei, dunno what is he doing now.. hehe~ aiyaya, am i really like him ady? cham lo~ cant be like this, i also dunno he'll like me or not.. haiz~

i ask my bro jz now what he think bout ah long, he jz answered me that he cant help me.. so bad~ haiz~ nvm lo, if he really like me, he'll come and chase me, jz wait and see how lu~~ hehe~~

yesterday night hanged out with bro and his gf Yan Yuan, togather with few friends of her, San San, Kelvin and Ah Long.. they played bowling, i didnt play and jz watched they to play.. while kelvin and ah long jz started their game, some technical problem interrupted their game, a staff went and checked for they, she walked in the threshold of the bowling, jz can saw her 2 leg.. then kelvin said "wah, got 2 extra 'stick' can shoot, i sure can win in this game ady.." hahaha~ somemore when the staff moving left right to check out the problem, he followed and chased her leg as 'stick' and wanna shoot.. hahaha~~ so funny...

after finish the games, then we all went yam cha.. i ordered a cup of hot milo.. hehe~ ah long sat beside with me, so happy.. hehe~ he quite handsome, and funny too.. but i still not too friend with him, jz out with them few time only.. they all like to call me 'scanner', coz sometime time i can saw ghost.. ya, i really can saw ghost last time, but my daddy dont like this and he went temple do something, so now i seldom saw ghost ady, jz can feel it.. but i still saw 2 ghosts last week, not so clear, jz saw 'white white' body without leg, normally they dont hv leg, dunno why..

we sat there and chatted a lot, sometime ah long's hand will touched mine, my heart jumped so fast.. dunno why so excited.. hahaha~ then we all when home at almost 2am coz daddy called and scolded my bro and me why so late still dont wanna back, haha~ really dont wanna back if can, hope can hang out with they again next time..

the beautiful scene of evening jz now~ hehe..

haiz~ almost didnt online for a week.. becoz of the damn streamxy.. line always got problem.. called the technician 3 times only came and fixed.. and now the problem finally solved.. thank god, i finally can online lu~ hahaha~

followed the technician went behind of my house.. saw a snail.. took down it's pic.. hehe~


ah, almost forget one thing, i change my chinese name ady, coz some problem, need to change, now my chinese name is 颜岑彧, cen yu.. hehe~ but u guys still can call me kumiko or miko.. i like u guys call my nick name..

today i finally finish all my exam paper~~ yeah~(^_^)v

the last subject for today was Database.. really damn hard, i just know 2/3 of all the question.. i think i can pass for this subject.. hope so~ hehe~

just after my exam, i called my bro, he's now at Cameron Highland.. so bad, dont take me along.. then i went to KLCC to look for vacancy.. coz will hv 3 ~ 4 months free, so i decided to work, like this only wouldnt wasting my time, somemore can earn money too.. ah~ gonna save some money to buy psp..

finally complete my diploma in computer science.. (if can pass all subjects.. hehe~) feel like finally can put down the big stone in my heart.. but actually, i still not very sure for the way of my future.. wanna be a programmer or what.. i really duno.. at 1st i choose this course is becoz i heard some1 said that programmer can earn many momey, also can program game by ownself, well, i really like to play game, that's why i study this course.. but after i hv study, i realized that this is really hard, for me.. maybe i'm stupid or what.. but since i ady started it in my journey of destiny, so i decided that i'll still gonna walk through it.. no matter how.. i'll continue degree in university next year~

head-ache now.. actually ady started head-ache since after exam from evening.. maybe my brain had been used too much.. over-used.. haha~ so, i wanna sleep now~

ja, minna.. oyasumi nasai

these few days, i really felt so moody.. just wondering why my mom can kept on scolding and scolding to us, my bro and me, but of coz, i got scolded more.. haiz~ everyday wake up in the early morning, get scolded.. after taking breakfast, get scolded.. after taking lunch, get scolded.. after study in evening, get scolded.. after dinner, get scolded.. and finally before sleep, get scolded again..

the thing she scold to us, i almost can memories.. life live in this way really boring.. i'm wonderring if what she scolded to me is about the notes of my subject which i'm studying now, i'm sure that i must score a very high mark for it, isnt it great~ haha~~

god, who can tell me, when my happy life will come true? i just want peaceful life.. i just want my mom keep her mouth shut.. i just want to study well to get a better job in future.. i just want a psp.. and i just want someone care bout me..

well.. i'll be patient to wait that day to come.. so before that, i hv to continue to my study now.. hehe~ exam coming soon lu, in this coming saturday.. saturday still need to go to college take for the exam.. haiz~ pray for me la, hope can pass all..